IcedSky

Note to self: Store mannequins are scary. Never become that stiff and disembodied. Life is hectic and frightening. I find that when things get too serious, imagining myself as a walking skeleton lightens the mood. My parents probably think I'm crazy... Anyone else wonder what to do with their lives? I'm having serious trouble with that! And I need a job... was trying at the library but no luck there. I should force myself to "follow up" and call...shouldnt be anything to lose, right? And beggars can't be choosers...

I'm once again in that mode where I have to write down everything that happens to me... darn it.. waste of space /: PS. This title filled up the maximum capacity for characters exactly~ O:

>________________________________________________< Words that can't be said Regret ** I realized 2 things, 1. I love lights 2. I want to meet someone who thinks like me, who feels the way i do. It would make such a difference.. right now Oh yeah, also, I'm going through a CCS phase again >3